Milestones and holidays can be either happy or sad once a person becomes a memory. Today I am filled with both happiness and saddness. The time we are living in right now is one that we are all trying to figure out. I am happy that my mom is not here experiencing Covid19, because she was through enough in her lifetime that made her sad. I am unhappy, however, that she is not here so I can share her very special birthday in person with her. She almost made it. Today I would be bringing her ice cream and holding her hand, while I quietly sang Happy Birthday to her! 80 years!!! What a lifetime!!!!
I am blessed today that her brother and sister in law went to visit her and brought her flowers. Happiness and saddness both as I see the picture of her stone with 2020 etched in it now.
Happy Birthday Mom! I will always miss you and I will always love you!
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